Per www.merriam-webster.com online dictionary:
Discipline
def # 4: training that corrects, molds, or perfects the mental faculties or moral character
I’m pretty sure that this is the hardest thing in the world for me. I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately and I struggle so very much with self discipline, as I’m sure so many people do also. However, there are people in my life that do not struggle with this and are inspirations to me. From eating well, working out, spending time in the word, I have friends that are amazingly disciplined. While they may be tempted, they push through and are the stronger for it. I am jealous of this and their dedication. They make it seem so easy, as though it is natural to be able to walk away from temptation. However, I struggle. I can’t pass up that piece of chocolate, I’d rather sleep in than go for a jog, I don’t stop at 1 glass of wine, and I always come up with something else to do in the place of spending time with God.
I strive to become better at this. I want to be a woman of great moral character and fiber. I desire to be a disciplined, mature, and faithful model. I suppose that’s why God is full of grace and forgiveness and is always willing to start a new day with me – helping me to get better and better… Every day I remind myself a little more that I can do it – every step brings me closer to becoming a disciplined woman. I know it will always be a struggle for me, but I’ve always been stubborn, so I’m sure with God’s help, we can get closer to the goal! Wish me luck!